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spring break.

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 19, 2014, 1:37 PM

So I'm actually home this week!  Initially, I wasn't supposed to come home at all until June, but I've been super stressed about trying to figure out if I wanted to keep my second major, if Illustration has any money at all in it, if I should transfer, what I'm going to do about housing for next year. . .  It's all too much ;;  I guess it's that basic crisis that everyone probably goes through in their college years.  I'd just not like to have an existential crisis every other day ._.

But I'm back in the north!  I've pretty much been laying around today because I couldn't think of what to do.  I think I'm going to try to come up with a new realm to put Abel, Lucius and Ethan in, and work on some redesigns to cater to the world.  And I have my two new characters to introduce still.  I don't really know what I want to do; it's almost sounding like a RPG-esque kind of situation, but I don't really know if I can turn it into a workable world, or if it's just going to become some fictional game in my head.  I've been trying to look back through Trinity Blood and Kingdom Hearts and stuff like that since I used to draw a lot of inspiration from those sources.  It's almost like I've become rigid, because I'm scared of failing to draw someone or something properly :/  I kind of wish that I had my creative bout from when I first started drawing when I was 12.  Hopefully I can muster something up.

I just think that I need a little mental break to get all of that worked out. . .  I want to work on becoming who I think I should be, and I think getting these things worked out will be a huge help.  If I can take care of myself and get to where I want to be, I think it should work out and come through with my art.  Who knows.  Maybe all of this is just another existential crisis.

I just think that there's a lot that I'm trying to push myself through, and it's all kind of too much.  And I'm getting really burned out.  Hopefully working on these new designs and new world will work in my favor.

  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Off to the Races - Lana del Rey
  • Reading: Trinity Blood
  • Watching: Trinity Blood
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts II


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:heart: My name is Kim, but you can call me Abel or Grim.
:heart: I am 19 years old.
:heart: My birthday is July 2nd.
:heart: I enjoy meeting new people; feel free to ask me questions (:
:heart: I thoroughly enjoy Edgar Allan Poe and Oscar Wilde.
:heart: All that I ever seem to do is draw.
:heart: I am a college freshman.
:heart: I am studying Illustration and Historical Preservation.
:heart: Ich kann Deutsch.
:heart: Strawberries and kiwis are my favorite fruits.
:heart: I have three Siberian Huskies and I show them.
:heart: My favorite animals are bats, foxes and wolves, and my favorite birds are penguins and owls.
:heart: I believe in spirits.
:heart: I believe in Transcendentalism.
:heart: Abandoned places are super cool, and I hope to work on old reformatories/asylums for a career as well as illustrating.

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I believe in dreams. I believe that every night on the planet, everything that is, was and can be is dreamt. I believe what happens in dreams is no different and no less important than what happens in the waking world. I believe that dreams are the closest equivalent present day mankind has to time travel. I believe you can visit your past, present and future in your dreams. I believe I’ve dreamt half of my life that hasn’t happened yet.”

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gracegibbs98 10 hours ago  Student Traditional Artist
thanks for the llama :iconfrnkieroplz:
Darkkitty2430 1 day ago  Student General Artist
Thanks for the llama!
Grim-Grinning 1 day ago  Student Traditional Artist
You're welcome!
CandyKittyCatt 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the llama and you're welcome for the fav! <3 :)
Grim-Grinning 1 day ago  Student Traditional Artist
No problem!
FreyjaMeili 4 days ago  Student Artist
:squee: Thank you so very much for the Llama!! I really do appreciate it so very much!!:heart::iconfurryhuggleplz:
Grim-Grinning 1 day ago  Student Traditional Artist
You're welcome (:
PlottingYourDemise Mar 28, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch, friend!:iconkermityayplz: I appreciate it~
Grim-Grinning Mar 28, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
No problemo c:
JustFallLove Mar 28, 2014  New member Student General Artist
Thank u for thee Llama:33
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